February 2011
Personal Trainer session tomorrow evening at 5!
Then ABS class with Amanda at 7!
<3
January 2011
Last night I went to see my brother downtown. We went out to eat at Olive Garden. GREAT talk :] then we went to the bar where he walks and had fun their too. I am so lucky to have a brother. It would suck to be an only child. I showed him “What the Hell” by Avril Lavigne, haha. HE LOVED it. We have had a few songs in our lives. This is our new one! Its really fun too if you listen to...
Prince Humperdinck: First things first, to the death. Westley: No. To the pain. Prince Humperdinck: I don’t think I’m quite familiar with that phrase. Westley: I’ll explain and I’ll use small words so that you’ll be sure to understand, you warthog faced buffoon. Prince Humperdinck: That may be the first time in my life a man has dared insult me. Westley: It...
Worse than before.
Well Shelby contacted me at 530 in the morning the other day. He convinced me to go over to his house at 7 am. I got there and we watched some tv and played with his dogs. He told me he missed me. Then he said how about a kiss. I said friends dont kiss and he said nope they sure dont. We had sex, then napped and cuddled together. We were suppose to go out to eat and to the drive in, but around 4pm...
lazied around today. then went to see a friend, it was awkward. don’t really want to explain on the interwebz. then i went to see my therapist, we had a good talk. she is like my only friend. ha. then i went to work out alone, wasnt bad, working out again tomorrow, unless i am too sore, but i loooooove it. alex texted me saying the text he sent me yesterday was meant for someone else. haha....
I can’t remember the last time I felt so.fucking.lonely. and unwanted.
Today sucked pretty bad, again. Coco made it better though she came over after school and we smoked and ate dinner with my family. After watching dumb videos and playing Kitten Cannon she had to leave to go on her date.
I got a text from Alex saying “Please do not contact me again until I contact you. It is no ones business why.” Here we gooooooo again. I know he ALWAYS does this and...
Found this randomly, awesome!
Hey, you know what sucks?
Lindsey:
vaccuums
Jack:
Hey, you know what sucks in a metaphorical sense?
Lindsey:
black holes
Jack:
Hey, you know what just isn’t cool?
Lindsey:
lava?
MY HANDS ARE ALWAYS SO COLD!
On top my my Life Time account being shitty, my fucking Live Scribe pen account randomly disappeared. i hate life.
I really hate online stuff. That is all.
I am up earlier than my alarm. I really need to do some mega reading today. It will be easier since I am not working out today. TOO sore. Such a good feeling. Back at it tomorrow though.
Didn’t go to the concert, lame. But Coco and I did go to a 75 minute long Total Conditioning class. WHOOPED MY BIG ASS INTO SHAPE! I will update how my muscles feel in a later update. After a hard work out we drank some healthy smoothies and enjoyed the hot tub. I love hot tubs lately. After we left the gym we decided to get hiiiigh with some dudes. Watched some Weeds and made a bad ass...
ALEXIS!
What is your phone number? Mary said she can go! Yeah Ill buy you drinks, if you pay for them. haa
Mary asked me to go to Against Me with her, and now I REALLLLLY want to gooo! Hopefully Chris lets her, I feel like getting wasted and singing!
Today after class and working out I am going to watch Into the Wild.
And start reading the book, tonight.
SOCIETY
Oh, it’s a mystery to me We have a greed with which we have agreed And you think you have to want more than you need Until you have it all you won’t be free Society, you’re a crazy breed Hope you’re not lonely without me… When you want more than you have You think you need… And when you think more than you want Your thoughts begin to bleed I think I...
This is the reason I am back in school. My life...
When she was 22 the future looked bright But she’s nearly 30 now and she’s out every night I see that look in her face, she’s got that look in her eye She’s thinking how did I get here and wondering why It’s sad but it’s true how society says her life is already over There’s nothing to do and there’s nothing to say ‘Til the man of her dreams...
I don’t wanna hurt you cause I don’t think it’s a virtue But you and I have come to our end Believe me when I tell you that I never wanna see you again And please can you stop calling cause it’s getting really boring And I’ve told you I don’t want to be friends Believe me when I tell you that I never wanna see you again How on earth could I be any more obvious?...
oh he treats me with respect he says he loves me all the time he calls me fifteen times a day he likes to make sure that I’m fine you know I’ve never met a man whose made me feel quite so secure hes not like all them other boys they’re all so dumb and immature there’s just one thing that’s getting in the way when we go up to bed you’re just not good...
youranyone asked: suck my dick please
Didn’t work out today, pretty pissed about that. I watched House though and that always makes my day good. School wasn’t bad, I had history today. I read some history and took some notes. The reading in school never ends.
yay
I am not dumb, the teacher really hadn’t posted to syllabus yet.
Waiting to go to class. It soooooo cold and rainy :(
note to self:
For my bday ask for Pink’s newest CD: Fucking Perfect!
I went to see The King’s Speech with my mom. It was beautiful. Movies about struggle make me believe there is hope for me too. <3
Today I worked out alone, but I couldnt find the Yoga room so I just rode the work out bikes while watching Never Been Kissed. I got home and went to the movies with my mom. We went to see The King’s Speech. It was beautiful. Movies about struggle make me feel like I can get through things too. <3 I got a random spur of happiness.
why do i have to have an obsessive personality? today I have been obsessed with more than one thing.
1. Judson Birza (Always will be obessed) - reading about his arrest and watching videos of him and Benry
2. Oscar Nominees and seeing all of them
3. working out
4. Pink’s new video and song Fucking Perfect!
been looking into Oscar nominee movies
so if this website is correct:
The Best Picture Nominees May be:
here after
the kids are all right
get low
the company men
winters bone
the town
black swan
the fighter
inception
kings speech
social net work
and true grit
Seen the bolded ones and got some coming in the mail for Netflix! Someone will have to go to the movies with me more.
P!nk- Fucking Perfect
Made a wrong turn Once or twice Dug my way out Blood and fire Bad decisions That’s alright Welcome to my silly life Mistreated this place Misunderstood Miss knowing it’s all good It didnt slow me down. Mistaking Always second guessing Underestimating Look I’m still around Pretty, pretty please Dont you ever, ever feel Like you’re less than Fucking perfect ...
:D I got a random dose of happiness right meooooooow
going to see the king’s speech with my mom!
p.s. anyone know why i am having my period when i am on birth control that makes me not have one?
maybe you are out there thinking of me too.
IT SUCKS THAT WE WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT PEOPLE ARE TRULY THINKING.
i am starting to believe little by little that maybe things to happen for a reason.
I hate fake people. And what is worse is when someone talks shit about you to your friend, of course they are going to tell! DUH! People are dummmmmb.
WELLLLLL
I went to work out at the gym, I was going to go to a yoga class, but I couldnt find which room it was in and I was too shy to ask. I just decided to ride the bike for 35 minutes while watching Never Been Kissed on the TV that was right in front of me! I bought some worms for Truman after I worked out. YUMMMY!
@ Bonita
Life time fitness, you can come! Wanna go this week? I can put you on my VIP list so you can be a member for a month for freeeee.
I guess I won't be talking to you for awhile, if... →
Please don’t forget me. I still have hope that one day you will find a way to contact me. I am silly.